I’ll always miss your soul.
It’s breaking my heart to know that I have hurt him. To know that I was careless with his heart. When i never wanted to be. I never tried to be careless with his heart, his really beautiful heart. This boy that puts effort and invests his time and is perfect, he’s just not the boy that I want. Maybe I will have to learn the lesson the hard way but i am about to rip off the bandaid and I am very very sad and scared. I’m taking a risk and investing in something else what do i have to say for myself? Nothing. I am saying i have faith and trust in something I want and something that is not guaranteed and here is this boy that would have given me his world and here i am telling him that he needs to give it to someone who will give their world back to him. I can’t take his world and he shouldn’t have to carry mine on his shoulders. I never wanted to break his heart, but i guess i was the one that did.